In an attempt to distract myself, I’ve been reading a bunch of fanfictions lately. nope, not T&T or TxT, not even JE or BL if you’re curious. I can be normal for once. LOL

Anyway, I came to a conclusion that being an overseas fangirl is like reading a fanfiction.

• you found a very nice fanfiction in a locked forum with cryptic way to get inside
• once you fell in love with the main character(s), you could only pray that the story will go on and on and on, and not ending with just a oneshot
• you have to pay gazillion amount to get full access to that cryptic forum in order to see the 3D version of your characters
• you’re damn frustrated because you have no control whatsoever on how the story will play out
• you try your best to support the author, to show your love for the characters
• sadly, the author doesn’t really understand the readers at all *grumbles*
• the plot can start out soooo good, but the author decides to pull a major ‘epic fail’ on you with ridiculous plot or LACK, thereof
• if that’s not ebil enough, you’re dying for an update *coughs* you want so bad to know what the hell is going to happen next to your favorite boys characters
• you changed your strategy from asking nicely to begging for an update
• but the release never comes T__T
• you comment, you review, but the author doesn’t care
• at the same time, this damn author decided to split your main characters up, and put them into multiple AU fics seperately, mostly oneshot at a time
• these new fics are great, but you still hope as hell to see both characters continue their story together in the original fic
• every once in a while, the author would decide to delete some oneshot fics, so you can’t go back to relive those experience reread them, simply just to torture you
• there are tons of fanfictions out there that basically suck but the authors of those stories update more often, hence, those stories get more reviews
• lots of readers jumped ship to the other stories, just because they thought the author of ‘this’ story ditch these nice characters already v__v;
• loyal readers cannot do a damn thing

LOL see, aren’t they the same?!~

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